Alkalima!

Know when there is people who can read and have ears to listen to my thought about God, When I found you, all of you in this forum, though I don't know you well, I begin seeking between my very old longings, between my though that I wrote alone with my pain, with my very lonliness, and there was nobody interrested neigher in them or in God like I was. (this is in arabic, because I usually write more in swedish, because I longed too much to make swedish people know God and his love, that's why I write almost always in swedish) it's a dream to be able to affect Swedish people to know God more...

I find this one that I will write with latin letters because I don't have arabic now. This one was the first one I found between all I have had written in 9,5 years.. I don't have much but.. I cryed when I found it and I found a part of my dreams in the paper, a part of myself, a part of my love to God.

Marmaratni al-7ayaat wa marmarani al-bashar, wa marmaratni nafsi.

Sharibat 7ayaati sharaaban murran yawman ba3da yawm, 7atta e3taada fami al-marara. Fa2asba7at almarara mamzouja bel7alawa, li2anni e3tadtu el2alam wa3tadtu el mawt, e3tadtuhu li2anni amutu kulla yawmen 3ala khashabat 7ayaati, amutu ma3 Rabbi.

7ayaati wa2alami yuzakkirani bi7ayaat al-Masii7 wa alaamihi 3ala alsaliib. U7ibbuka Rabbi wasawfa abqa u7ibbuka, raghma maraarat zamaani wa3ayshi. Walakenni taa2iha al2aan fi matahaat al 7ayaat, taa2iha bisabab ma ara men shourour yaqumu biha al bashar.

Da33 amami altariiq ya Allah kay asiir walaa atiih.

Limaza anta saamet wala taqulu shay2ann, ala yakfika alami wadiya3i wa we7dati?
Limaza anta saamet wala tatakallam? takallam wakafaani, qull kalimataka fiyya, ana ta3iba, la aqdir 3ala al sayr liwa7di. qull kalimataka fiyya sa3edni kay akuun kay antuqa kay asiiraka (belsaad), kay a7yaaka wa amuta ma3aka.

qull kalimataka fiyya wala tada3ni amutu qabla an aqula kalimataka lel3aalam. Qull ma turiduhu ayyuha el-Rabbu Yasu3, qull maa turiduhu men khilali, saa3edni kay atakallam likay laa azoul. La 7ayaata li bidoun alkalima , entuqq fiyya wala tabqa saamitan arjouk.

Hello Caroline
you can find a link for arabic letter in the "link" forum.
thank you for sharing us your writing.

hi caroline welcome to the group

welcome caroline
ana aktar we7de mbasatet fike coz zed 3adad l banet bil forum
thank you for choosing us to share ur thoughts with
but it seems to me u r sooo sad cheer up jesus is joy and peace
keep posting

Hi jana and thank you,

Ana mabsouta fikun kameen, ktiiir!

everyone is sad sometimes, or what u think? But maybe my life here without ortodox Christian arround me, until today!!! , make it little bit harder. but I am happy also many times because of Jesus.

great caroline , 10x for sharing discussions with us.

as jana said u seem very sad , i wish u all the happiness

Ce sont des sentiments de l'ame.
comme les psaumes, on trouve de joyeux, et de moins joyeux.
ALors Caroline, on attend les plus joyeux aussi

I have some poems, the more joyfull is in Swedish unfortunatly.
But you'r right Rami, our lifes is like these psaumes, we find joyfull and less joyfull things in them.

Many times I am very happy, everytime I am happy is because of either Jesus or my studies, though Jesus is going side by side with me in my studies, I feel.

Ok guys you want to see something more joyfull, I wish I could translate all my swedish poems into arabic or english.

here comes one of what I wrote fore some years ago, in english, the only one in english . But, maybe it's not the truth what I wrote in it that everybody will come to Jesus and that it is written in his book about that, but that's what we all wish. and that's what I want to beleive ,anyway I hope God will forgive the whole world...

This is a song actually with melodi that I have choosen for it, but unfortunatly I can write music notes.